The Weight

You know when you're nervous about something but you know that there's no reason to be yet the more you try to convice yourself of that, the more you can't and you feel even more anxious? Yeah, it's like that. I'm giving an taped interview tomorrow that could be used extensively where it could hopefully prove to be helpful, but only if it's good. I used to have a knack for speeches and plays but it's different when you're not playing someone else and the story is your own. Aside from thinking of people like my cousin, (who is only a couple of years older than me and having heart problems due to her excess weight) or a funny experience to ease my nerves what else can I do? Good thing tomorrow is Cinco de Mayo and widely celebrated here. There's a margarita out there with my name on it and I think I might need to find it afterwards.